Born Sick
What if the Feminine Divine presents herself What if when she talks All I want to do is listen to her sing Viberating in my mind a ring That enchants the rhythm of my heart We are so close but in reality so far Not being able to caress Brings me much distress If to lay is not the path to take From you, I still wouldn't want to flake I should snap out of it for these mere thoughts are sin Dante wrote about the many layers within For you, I would accept the last one with a grin For this, I should receive a punch on the chin Be held by a shark's fin Or to be like the French were keen You can use the guillotine But how I which you were only a thought Then I could say "yea she's kinda hot" Go back to smoking pot Reading why brown people are shot You are a feeling You are the full moon beaming You are she whose skin is oak Through slavery oppression and pain you speak For what I love about you What makes my ego weak Is for how and why you seek Why deal with bland ignorant geeks That have no taste, But to make money and not be their family disgrace This is not a race This is not a river This is a play With a score so intricate That its meaning we could chase You are that beautiful dissonance in this part of the Act What I feel for you is fact Morality is what holds me back From worshipping you like a canine How could I think you could be mine For you toppings, I want to be lime Then I will taste you like a drinker of wines Sommelier of your soul That which is not you feels dull I know I sound like a troll With a donkey hole Confirmation of this needs no polls I know you are not the only one But God, how I wish you were the one for me I want to let you know I bring you into my dreams I count you on me team In the council of my psyche You oriate with elegance Why have I recived this penance To not be the other half of your orange At dusk no to rest behind the same door-hinge "When you love something you discover an appreciation for everything it is. Seeing its light and knowing it would be selfish to hold it hostage from the world. I pity those who have not gotten the chance to experience you. I must learn to adore you from three steps back wanting only to experience this life with you. I will not interrupt the path you have forged for yourself. I will champion your growth. I will not demand you change for me. I will ask that you change for the better. As humans, we are so complex, there is immense depth to our minds and our souls, how selfish would it be for me to think I could be everything for you. Instead, I will be everything I am, letting you be everything you are" This time it was mine, whose heart was torn apart I will learn to cherish you from afar When the sun has gone to sleep Lady of the Night, Bless me with your light.